I woke up at 4 o’clock today, I have no idea why. The Sun had already gone down.
Though refreshed, this depressed me more than I ever imagined. It will have been 36 hours before I see sunlight again, and for some reason then more than ever I could feel the seconds running out. I felt as though I could blink at any point and wake up 70 years later looking back at my life. I’ve been told this is a facet of a ‘right brain’ thinker.
Over exaggerating I know, I feel like such a girl.
After a while I realised this loss of a days light was actually a good thing. It made me think back to the seemingly, constantly sun-lit days of my childhood. Though I know life was never so rosy, remembering those feelings for a day (even if they are imaginary and nostalgic) can’t be a bad thing. I’ve felt better than I have for a while since then.